Couldn't think of anything to write, trying out a poem, see if it'll work.

what can I say

bereft of words

nothing today

but inconsequential attempt to pry it out.

looks like nothing works

soul barren

heart dry

if only

Well that's it I am officially screwed. My poem suck. Oh God! I need the words. Well today is a bad day! Maybe tommorow it'll come. Let's pray.

Yesterday I read an article in the Sunday paper about a girl who survive the Beslan hostage situation. I cried. This girl survived a horrendous situation and the thing that is keeping her strong is the thought that her sister survived too ( the parents didn't have the heart to tell her yet that her sister died).

This is just one of many stories of recent time about innocent victims caught in the crossfire of others' hatred and violence. No matter what their motivation I can never understand why they had chosen violence as an avenue to pursue their goal. To me freedom or ideals that comes with the price of life of innocent children is not worth it.

What crazy time we live in. As cliche as it may sound, I pray for peace!

I don't know what I am doing here. The newspapers have been covering about blogging a lot lately. Then my sister started to blog;I knew she'd love it the moment I understand what it is all about; but she starts asking me to blog and somehow here I am trying to put down words that would not come.

It has been that way for a while now, words that used to come in torrents is barely there for me now. I supposed some would call it a writer's block. But the barreness I feel is too horrible a feeling to just call it a block.

Well I am going to use this space to force the words out of hiding because there's too many thing that I want to say, no I need to say, and waiting for the words to come back willingly is sheer agony. So let see if this will work. Will the words come back or will I still be grasping for it fighting to get the ideas out.

ciao