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Daily Tip:
In Control Again
06.21.05 (3:18 pm)   [edit]
Well, things are not better just that I have a better perspective of my problem than I did a few days ago. Of course I made myself sick mentally and physically first before I was back in the helm of things, but that's almost normal for me. Well I skirted the edge again and survived, but I don't know how many time is left for me to be so lucky? Whatever it is I hope I won't screw up others along with me.
 
I must be out of my mind
06.14.05 (8:38 pm)   [edit]
Well, it happen again, the stress has got to me. I am barely holding on to the thread of sanity, and the control I have held over my emotion has snapped. God, I thought I could do this, survive, but the multiple attacks I had had from all front has slowly tire me me down. Even as I am typing this, I know I am not making sense, How I know? Because my controlling self has started making it self heard again trying to make me grasp back the hold on sanity. Oh god! Help! Well I know I'll delete this later when things are back in control, but right now I need to get this out and writing it out is better than hearing it blabbed out to inapropriate people.