What is life without a few down moments eh? Well this week my company is holding an annual dinner and it's a theme dinner. We have to go either as a hero or a villain, and I don't know what to wear, so I decided to wear all black and claim to be the black widow.

Well I am still alone, if you're wondering, back when I would have been known as a spinster, but I guess it is quite normal for ladies to marry at 31 or 32 nowadays, since I am not yet 30, there is still hope for me.

I am not too busy nowadays, class is going on, and it seems to be ok. I am flying by the seat of my pants of course, reading up just before class. But skills I have learned all my life of thinking on the spot helped. What do I know about Philosophy of Education? Not much, I have slept through the class and now I am teaching it. Life has a way of throwing you a curve doesn't it? Well thank god for internet and books, I could at least pretend I know more than the students do.

Some people is going to think I am crazy, but I missed the days when I was looking after my baby brother. I love looking after babies, I don't mind those late night feeding or changing, actually I love everything that involve with babies. I wish for a baby sometimes, like I wished for my lil bro, but wishes seldom come true for me. Well one of these days when God will grant my wish I am going to be the happiest person alive.